1. chemistry 3A, ugh i should be studying at this moment
2. chemistry 3A, FUG
3. and the fact that i think that i could pour my heart out
and no one would listen, [[well i'm sure someone would.
so to rephrase, no one with a bucket
to catch the contents of my leaking heart, would listen]]
i could be screaming at you across a room
only to hear my own sad whispers
i can't tell if this is lovesickness
or just plain heartbreak,
forgive me if this sounds to forward
but i feel like potential lovers take
a piece of my heart from words or actions left unsaid.
i say what if it could have been an adventure to the moon
or just a drawn out foray into nothing, and darkness
i think i self-destruct at the thought
of a girl i might like or one that might like me back
i mean i thought i loved the chase more than the catch
but everytime i let it slip through my fingers
i wish i hadn't, i wish i made a MOVE.
i mean what the hell is making a move anyways
I mean i'm not about to quit on love
but maybe take the seahorse approach
hold on as tight as i can, until a current sweeps me off my feet, or off my tail.
i think my last foray into a potential interest speaks for itself
she now currently is dating someone else, but why can't i be that someone else?
i am over it, so to speak
but i don't think i can get into the game,
in fact i'm tired of games, i just want something REAL
but how far down does this rabbit hole go?
as i take a deep breath
and try to hold it for 2 weeks of finals
i think i will try to leave these thoughts of unrequited love. behind me
and hopefully my heart won't turn into coal
but if it is coal, i hope its anthracite coal since thats most eco-friendly
and maybe a spark will melt this body of ice
sophomore slump continues indefinitely
and i'll be waiting for life preservers
