hey

I HAVEN't PUT UP A NEW POST IN FOREVERS
BUT I suppose summers almost overs.
am i supposed to miss the summer
or be so glad to see my friends i haven't seen in forever.
SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW SCHOOL YEAR
SO EXCITED TO SEE EVERYONE
but at the same time i'm so over it
and i'm just getting bucked in and going to work hard this semester
i hope i work hard
i know imma play hard
twentyone in october
housewarming parties to come up
a brand new apartment and a brand new outlook on tomorrow.
i've been gone for a minute but don't forget
two more years with amazing friends. so little time to LITERALLY EMBRACE LIFE
HOLD ON.. this rides just getting started.

PS: jay sean is indian?

HAIRCUTS

I FINALLY CUT MY RAD MULLET THING/RAT's nest on the back of my head.
and for some reason
i felt compelled to cut my hair short
like super short
and then i realized i didn't want it that short
so then i was said to the nice vietnamese(i assume this under notion that i know what vietnamese sounds like even though its a language i don't understand)
well anyways, the nice vietnamese hairstylist smiled when i said stop, and panicked i said, "mohawk, but keep sides the same length"
she then proceeded
and i was like wow
this i me with short hair......i shouldreally buy a hat
not like that could fix anything really, but oh well
oh and also i went to Zebra's to replace the earrings that i lost
and then i lost the new earrings within the hour cause they fell out of my pockets
probably well i pulled out my cellphone
EFF PEOPLE WHO CALL ME ON THE PHONE!!!
notreallythough, because phone calls really brighten my day

GOAL UNTIL SPRING BREAK:
GO TO OCHEM

coming to terms

with midterms
haha
i had two yesterday
and one in about SIX hours
but you know what
celebration afterwards
i hope i can just try my best
whatever
i have hope
not being a negative nancy
or a skeptical susan
oh well
nervous laughter to the backbeat of say anything
is everything short of comforting
imma do something fun this weekend

keyboard

i obtained a new keyboard today
because the silly keyboard on my laptop broke
i kinda splurged and bought one of those nice awesome
overpriced, "gaming keyboards"
but the satisfying click of the keys under my palms is just unbeatable
plus this keyboard lights up!!!
yay for things that light up
like i hope my life starts to light up
all i have to get through is this one week
and then maybe
i can take a deep breath
regroup, rethink, reimagine my life
and reassemble my grades
with a side order of shopping and eating of course
HERE's to all the dreams, hopes, games, and clicks
that i can conjure up with my new keyboard
haha so much hype for an oversized toy
that still can't hold a stick up to transformers...
later days

p.s.

i hope no one actually reads this
because i think i might just start posting like crazy
writing my word vomit down
takes the bad taste out of my mouth

lately

my life is pretty amazing, with only 4 midterms looming over my head
i think i had the most amazing conversation
with someone i possibly have spoken to in my life
maybe the entirety of 100 words/phrases
car rides are truly amazing.
but this person yet unnamed
definitely had a bit more knowledge about this sophomore slump then even i do.
i feel like i haven't been able to vent
in probably so long
this may seem all so vague
but i think this conversation truly settled my gut, and made me think of a smile
of happier days, and even in overcast skies, life seems only partly cloudy.
((screw overcast weather, bringing my life down))
i doubt that this person even knows
that they saved my life and maybe even my perception of myself
and i know that i'm probably not actually crazy for thinking anything that i am thinking
i hope i study hard for chem
take a deep breath
life
camera
action!

2000, TWO THOUSAND and 8EIGHT

a great year, fairly momentus
i mean i survived 2 decades
i failed yet another new years resolution
this year i have a new years resolution:
get in shape!
shouldn't be too bad, i mean with the RSF,
but sadly all i think about when 2009 comes to mind
is... this is the year i turn 21
oh goodness, in about 10 months....
i don't even know what will happen
but it will be fun!