a great year, fairly momentus
i mean i survived 2 decades
i failed yet another new years resolution
this year i have a new years resolution:
get in shape!
shouldn't be too bad, i mean with the RSF,
but sadly all i think about when 2009 comes to mind
is... this is the year i turn 21
oh goodness, in about 10 months....
i don't even know what will happen
but it will be fun!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Monday, December 8, 2008
clarity
i just haven't been able to get three thoughts out my head lately
1. chemistry 3A, ugh i should be studying at this moment
2. chemistry 3A, FUG
3. and the fact that i think that i could pour my heart out
and no one would listen, [[well i'm sure someone would.
so to rephrase, no one with a bucket
to catch the contents of my leaking heart, would listen]]
i could be screaming at you across a room
only to hear my own sad whispers
i can't tell if this is lovesickness
or just plain heartbreak,
forgive me if this sounds to forward
but i feel like potential lovers take
a piece of my heart from words or actions left unsaid.
i say what if it could have been an adventure to the moon
or just a drawn out foray into nothing, and darkness
i think i self-destruct at the thought
of a girl i might like or one that might like me back
i mean i thought i loved the chase more than the catch
but everytime i let it slip through my fingers
i wish i hadn't, i wish i made a MOVE.
i mean what the hell is making a move anyways
I mean i'm not about to quit on love
but maybe take the seahorse approach
hold on as tight as i can, until a current sweeps me off my feet, or off my tail.
i think my last foray into a potential interest speaks for itself
she now currently is dating someone else, but why can't i be that someone else?
i am over it, so to speak
but i don't think i can get into the game,
in fact i'm tired of games, i just want something REAL
but how far down does this rabbit hole go?
as i take a deep breath
and try to hold it for 2 weeks of finals
i think i will try to leave these thoughts of unrequited love. behind me
and hopefully my heart won't turn into coal
but if it is coal, i hope its anthracite coal since thats most eco-friendly
and maybe a spark will melt this body of ice
sophomore slump continues indefinitely
and i'll be waiting for life preservers
1. chemistry 3A, ugh i should be studying at this moment
2. chemistry 3A, FUG
3. and the fact that i think that i could pour my heart out
and no one would listen, [[well i'm sure someone would.
so to rephrase, no one with a bucket
to catch the contents of my leaking heart, would listen]]
i could be screaming at you across a room
only to hear my own sad whispers
i can't tell if this is lovesickness
or just plain heartbreak,
forgive me if this sounds to forward
but i feel like potential lovers take
a piece of my heart from words or actions left unsaid.
i say what if it could have been an adventure to the moon
or just a drawn out foray into nothing, and darkness
i think i self-destruct at the thought
of a girl i might like or one that might like me back
i mean i thought i loved the chase more than the catch
but everytime i let it slip through my fingers
i wish i hadn't, i wish i made a MOVE.
i mean what the hell is making a move anyways
I mean i'm not about to quit on love
but maybe take the seahorse approach
hold on as tight as i can, until a current sweeps me off my feet, or off my tail.
i think my last foray into a potential interest speaks for itself
she now currently is dating someone else, but why can't i be that someone else?
i am over it, so to speak
but i don't think i can get into the game,
in fact i'm tired of games, i just want something REAL
but how far down does this rabbit hole go?
as i take a deep breath
and try to hold it for 2 weeks of finals
i think i will try to leave these thoughts of unrequited love. behind me
and hopefully my heart won't turn into coal
but if it is coal, i hope its anthracite coal since thats most eco-friendly
and maybe a spark will melt this body of ice
sophomore slump continues indefinitely
and i'll be waiting for life preservers
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
hello blog world
so this is my foray into
blogspot
blogs
blocks
blogging
blogamania!
blogalicious
weblog
blogdude (yes the ti-83+ calculator game, Don't lie you know what this is!)
blog cabin
blog on the rocks
blog till you drop
repping the blog
blog dance party
blogsmas, blogsmakkah, blogzwaa
blogolodeon!
the SF blog area
blog your heart out
most importantly a blog from my point of view
wow! finals soon
lets see what this whole blog thing is even about
blogspot
blogs
blocks
blogging
blogamania!
blogalicious
weblog
blogdude (yes the ti-83+ calculator game, Don't lie you know what this is!)
blog cabin
blog on the rocks
blog till you drop
repping the blog
blog dance party
blogsmas, blogsmakkah, blogzwaa
blogolodeon!
the SF blog area
blog your heart out
most importantly a blog from my point of view
wow! finals soon
lets see what this whole blog thing is even about
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