coming to terms

with midterms
haha
i had two yesterday
and one in about SIX hours
but you know what
celebration afterwards
i hope i can just try my best
whatever
i have hope
not being a negative nancy
or a skeptical susan
oh well
nervous laughter to the backbeat of say anything
is everything short of comforting
imma do something fun this weekend

keyboard

i obtained a new keyboard today
because the silly keyboard on my laptop broke
i kinda splurged and bought one of those nice awesome
overpriced, "gaming keyboards"
but the satisfying click of the keys under my palms is just unbeatable
plus this keyboard lights up!!!
yay for things that light up
like i hope my life starts to light up
all i have to get through is this one week
and then maybe
i can take a deep breath
regroup, rethink, reimagine my life
and reassemble my grades
with a side order of shopping and eating of course
HERE's to all the dreams, hopes, games, and clicks
that i can conjure up with my new keyboard
haha so much hype for an oversized toy
that still can't hold a stick up to transformers...
later days

p.s.

i hope no one actually reads this
because i think i might just start posting like crazy
writing my word vomit down
takes the bad taste out of my mouth